Cranky

I'm a cranky girl. I worked all weekend long and then came home today for long Mother's Day festivities and had no time to really enjoy myself. I know I had Thursday and Friday off but my dad had Thursday off and my mom had Friday off so I don't feel like I really had anytime to relax at home by myself. And then work was crazy busy all weekend and I have to work the next three days as well. It sucks having a job that you bust your ass for and don't really get paid for that ass busting. I never worked this hard at my other job that paid way more. I guess sometimes the more you get paid, the less work you have to do (oh yeah, and have paid holidays and vacation). I don't know, I'm just really depressed about money right now. I was supposed to get my check from the stupid government on Friday and have yet to see it. Everyone else I know who was supposed to be "stimulated" has been so and I am left a poor woman. I haven't been able to go the gym all weekend either and I've eaten like crap.
I did have my high school reunion on Friday, not a lot to say about that....It was like high school all over again. I enjoyed the people I enjoyed hanging out with back then, and everyone else ignored me (I ignored them as well). Then I went to Village Inn at midnight and had pancakes with friends for old times sake and this was after eating two pieces of pizza at dinner. There was no need for that! Yesterday I went through the Arby's drive-thru out of desperation for food and got a combo - with FRIES. I know to most people this is not the worst thing in the world, but to me, someone who has resisted fast food for a while now, it is a bad thing. I don't want to make a habit of it.
On the up side, I did send my resume for a job Friday, one I think I would enjoy. We'll see if I hear anything back. Well, I'm off to bed and then to the gym in the morning for two hours of workout time. Lord knows I need it.