1 Cookie, 2 Cookie, 3 Cookie, Floor

Today I went to the gym in the morning and did an hour of cardio: thirty minutes on the elliptical (which kicked my ass) and another thirty walking at a very high incline on the treadmill. I was very, very sweaty this morning. I then came home looking forward to watching Rachael Ray (I miss it a lot since a couple of the Pump classes I go to are at 9) and the stupid president came on and ruined my show. I would have stayed at the gym and tanned or done more of something if I knew there was nothing to watch on TV. Sad. I spent the rest of the morning getting ready for work at 1:00. I received a phone call at noon which informed me that I did not get the job I interviewed for last week. I'm getting real sick of interviews and not getting anywhere. Anyway, I know I wasn't real into getting this job in the first place, but it would have been a pay increase and normal hours, so I was upset when I found out the news. Needless to say, when I got to work I bought a package of white-chocolate macadamia nut cookies from the bakery, and over my 6 hours of work I ate 4 cookies total. This was a bad move. I then went home and ate spaghetti and garlic bread (only half of the spaghetti, I was full of cookies, and the mocha Don brought me at 6:00 to cheer me up-it's bad news when people bring food to bring cheer). Tomorrow will be a better day. I am planning on an hour of cardio and then Body Pump at 10:00. It is my day off and I am meeting my mom at Panera for lunch. Maybe instead of a whole sandwich, I will have half and also have salad with an apple. This would make me feel better. I know the haircut at 2:00 will really make me feel better....and I am hoping the weather holds out for me as well. After the haircut I might come home and make banana bread, a recipe I found on Cooking Light's website...we have one too many bananas around here! We'll see....I would really just like to relax and contemplate my future some more, as if I haven't done enough of that in the past four months!